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BDM's avatar

For a long time, I always lied on mental health screenings because I knew doctors liked to diagnose women with depression or anxiety etc so I was like I Wake Up Each Dawn Full of Joy. When I finally answered truthfully they instantly hit me with a Zoloft prescription but then I took it and… it helped. There's something weird and frustrating about realizing you've got a fixable problem, at least to me. Like ah, I thought I was at least dragging some dark destiny around.…

The book that actually captures this for me the best is Sheila Heti's Motherhood (don't know if you've read it, but if you haven't, I recommend it).

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Was recently fired due to a few mistakes caused by my unmedicated adhd. Have been depressed and in a constant state of task paralysis ever since as I can't decide what to do next with myself. Finally seeing a doctor next week and am going to be honest like you and hopefully get a prescription that helps. I too have been in denial about the extent of the negative impacts this has had but I have almost every single symptom listed in this article so I know I am doing the right thing despite my reservations. I just want to be a functioning adult without feeling like I am drowning all the time. I am so tired, life is hard enough already even when you don't have to fight your brain to accomplish almost every task.

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